"I think I love you...

But I ain't saying nothing you don't know..."

--Hate This Place by the Goo Goo Dolls

I am inlove with a man I hardly know... what do I do with unrequited love...

"Cause all we are is what we're told. And most of that's been lies. It's like I'm made for TV movie, and I just blew my line."

--Ain't That Unusual by the Goo Goo Dolls

Look at me. Do u have any clue as to who I am? I don't expect you to know me...I don't know myself. I change my colors as often as a chameleon. Sometimes, I am what my parents say I am...Other times I am what society tells me I am. I just want to know...who am I??

"You hide inside yourself... I wondered what you're thinking. And everything you're chasing.  It seems to leave you empty."

--All Eyes On Me by the Goo Goo Dolls

What will it take to make me happy?? When I do get what I *think* I want... something still seems to be missing...When is it enough? Will that empty feeling ever go away?

"I wanna wake up where you are...  I won't say anything at all..."

--Slide by the Goo Goo Dolls

      I have fallen inlove... twice...my first love and I are still friends...that's what we always were. I never did ask for more. He was involved with someone else at the time...he loved her too. I didn't object. I loved him. Why say that? I love him/her. Despite of all the pain and misery he/she puts us through...because love is unconditional? because love is blind? because love is eternal? But what of the Lover?  

I'm not angry...just hurt.

      "My eyes wide open, I can't seem to be Eyes Wide open, what you mean.

Eyes wide open, I can't seem to be."

--Eyes Wide Open by the Goo Goo Dolls

What do I want?